O.O k i know that picture damn old already but well, i think i just played that game 1 month and 2 weeks ago. I admitted i lost the game 3 days ago but oh well, i was lucky to be smarter this year not like last year. :) So, i protected my heart and lucky enough, when something tried to hurt my heart, something block it and i felt nothing :)

Lucky enough, within the 1 month and 2 weeks, i kept on telling myself that a jerk will always be a jerk. Even though a part of me still hopes he'll change but now, i can see that what i hoped for will never happen. Someone told me that he didnt believe when people said that i was together with that particular guy because he knows that deep down, im still didn't get over the thing that happened last year. He was right. I didn't get over it. Everytime i thought of him, that bad memories appeared. Especially now that when im mad at him. Every feeling came back. The hatred. The heart ache i recieved from him. I felt it all over again and it made me hate him. For the first month, when i thought he did changed i was wrong. Now that i think about it, all of this was just a repeat of last year just that i was smarter now. Thought of walking away from him yesterday and hoped that today he'd do something to make me not to but instead, he finalized my decision to walk away.

Please use your brain if you're going to come back chasing after me again. You should know i dont really forgive people easily. Especially if its you. Right? :)